Showing posts with label health. Show all posts
Showing posts with label health. Show all posts

Wednesday, April 6, 2011

Namaste

I’ve been super busy. My mom invited me months ago to a yoga retreat at the Hindu temple and ashram, Barsana Dham, just outside of Austin, and the date crept up on me before I realized it. I considered bowing out, but I’m SO glad I didn’t. It was incredibly restful and energizing, and reminded me of why and how much I love yoga (not just as a physical exercise, but as a spiritual practice).
Here is the temple at Barsana Dham:

temple

And a close-up of the temple’s beautiful gold doors:

temple_golden_doors

This is my 80-something mother (still going strong, no doubt due in some part to her regular yoga practice):

Mom

And a less humble resident of Barsana Dham. This fellow sits on a picnic table for most of the day, looking at his reflection in the windows and preening and fluffing himself:

peacock

We started with early morning yoga sessions, but most of the retreat activities were talks and workshops. It was a wonderful experience, and I am grateful for the time I was able to spend with my mom.
Btw, if you are interested in reading more about yoga and meditation, this is a great site: http://www.swamij.com/index.htm

Tuesday, January 12, 2010

A Series of . . .

Coincidences? or Signs? I’m always a little wigged out when something like this happens; maybe it’s just my human brain trying to impose some order and meaning onto chaos, but you never know . . .

The other day, I was Googling “CitraSolv,” a natural solvent used in craft projects. I’ve been looking for CitraSolv all over the place, especially since the latest issue of Cloth Paper Scissors (or was it Quilting Arts?) featured an article on using CitraSolv to make background papers out of magazines. In the search results, I noticed a medical article featuring both “CitraSolv” and pancreatitis. Now, as many of you know, I experienced a bout of near-fatal pancreatitis in 2008 that kept me in the hospital for several months, and I continue to struggle with chronic pancreatitis. So of course, I had to read the article (or at least attempt to read it; medical articles are something like what I imagine it feels like to be dropped into the middle of a crowded, foreign bazaar where nobody speaks your language but everyone else seems to understand each other).

It turns out that CitraSolv was used during the course of an experiment to prepare samples. What caught my attention, though, was that the study was related to the use of anti-inflammatories (celecoxib, best know under the trade name Celebrex) to slow or inhibit the conversion in mice of pancreatitis to pancreatic cancer (a common problem with pancreatitis, and one that lurks in the back of my mind continuously). It seems that anti-inflammatories like Celebrex can almost completely stop this conversion in mice. Unfortunately, Celebrex and other celecoxib drugs can also cause heart problems, so you’re likely trading one health problem for another if you take it for pancreatitis.

The next morning, my sweetie and I went to lunch at Monument Cafe in Georgetown, one of our favorite restaurants. We were making a grocery list of healthy and low-cal, low-fat foods, and we started talking to our server. She mentioned that she uses Agave instead of sugar, and raved about the merits of this natural sweetener, which is made from the Agave cactus, the same plant used to make tequila. She mentioned that Agave is safe for diabetics because it has a lower glycemic index than other sweeteners, and that it’s thought to be a natural anti-inflammatory.

That tiny light bulb we all know so well flickered on in my brain; if anti-inflammatories could be helpful in the treatment of pancreatitis, and especially helpful for stopping pancreatitis from converting to pancreatic cancer, and if I couldn’t take anti-inflammatory drugs because of their detrimental effects on the heart, what about natural anti-inflammatories, I wondered?

I came home and did some research on natural anti-inflammatories, and found some very interesting information. Apparently, inflammation of the body can be a huge health problem. As I understand it, inflammation occurs as a natural healing response to trauma, infection, or allergies. You know how, when you cut your finger, it gets all hot and swollen and sore? That’s inflammation. It’s your body’s way of healing the cut. This is occurring on the inside of your body, too. Our bodies attempt to heal the damage we inflict on them, and that causes internal inflammation of various cells, organs. Chronic inflammation occurs when this healing reaction spins out of control. All of this is somewhat of an oversimplification, but I won’t bore you with the details. An excellent site for information about inflammation—what it is, its causes--and what you can do about it, is Women to Women.

In addition to the medical article about the effects of anti-inflammatories on pancreatitis, I ran across other interesting information that bears out the theory that my body may be chronically inflamed; fibrocystic breast disease is also thought to be related to inflammation (a few years ago I had to have a breast lump biopsied; it turns out I have “fibrocystic breasts”). Rosacea, a skin condition I’ve dealt with for years, is also thought to be a symptom of chronic inflammation. Women to Women has quite a bit of information about other symptoms of chronic inflammation or conditions related to it; a few of them are

  • acid reflux/heartburn
  • acne
  • asthma
  • bronchitis
  • cancer
  • chronic pain
  • dementia
  • dermatitis
  • diabetes
  • edema
  • emphysema
  • eczema
  • fibromyalgia
  • high blood pressure
  • insulin resistance
  • joint pain/arthritis/rheumatoid arthritis
  • obesity
  • systemic candidiasis
  • tendonitis
  • vaginitis

Anti-inflammatory drugs can cause all kinds of problems because of the way they work; for example, turning off the inflammatory response can negatively affect your digestive tract (think about the effects of too much aspirin, an anti-inflammatory, on your stomach). There are, however, a number of natural anti-inflammatories that I can incorporate into my diet:

  • Multi-vitamins, and especially vitamins D, C, E, and B12 (which my doctor insists on and tests for every few months);
  • fish oil (mercury-free Omega 3s) and olive oil
  • probiotics (yogurt, sauerkraut, etc.) that maintain a healthy digestive tract
  • herbs and foods such as turmeric, oregano, garlic, green tea, blueberries, and ginger
  • and, just like Mama always said, lots and lots of fresh fruits and vegetables.

In addition, experts recommend that you eliminate processed foods and white sugar from your diet, and avoid trans-fat at all costs.

I’m going to have to continue to play around with my diet, since an overabundance of fiber from fruits, vegetables, and grains can cause problems for those of us with pancreatitis, but I’m optimistic that I may be able to incorporate enough healthy anti-inflammatory foods & supplements (as well as anti-inflammatory behaviors, such as stress reduction and exercise) into my lifestyle to at least significantly lower the chances of developing pancreatic cancer.

None of these ideas about the healthy benefits of vitamins, natural foods, herbs, exercise, etc. is new to me. It’s all information I’ve run across in the past and knew that I should be paying attention to in order to be healthier. But I think it makes a difference to me when I understand the why behind the what, and can visualize how anti-oxidants and anti-inflammatories like vitamins C & E, for example, might be staving off those little cancer cells.

Oh, and the agave? Well, there are mixed reviews. There is some question as to whether it’s really safe for diabetics; some studies show that agave produces a much lower glycemic index if used between meals, but a much higher index if eaten following a meal. More importantly for me, It turns out that agave is metabolized in the liver, just like its cousin, tequila. For most people, this isn’t much of a problem. Since I have to stay away from alcohol because my liver is most likely compromised, I think I’ll skip the agave.

And the CitraSolv? Well, I never did find it. The CitraSolv site says it’s carried at HEB, including the one by my house where I do most of my shopping, but it was nowhere to be found. Maybe I should Google it . . .

Monday, June 8, 2009

Home Again, Home Again

And wow, does being away from home for a week deepen my gratitude for my home, my family, my precious pups, and even my messy “stuff.”

The surgery apparently went well, meaning that the surgeon accomplished what he intended to: creating a drainage path for my pancreas so that the fluid would no longer back up. He did say that I have some extensive pancreatic damage, and that I’ll likely live with chronic pancreatitis.

At one time that would probably have been devastating news, but it’s amazing to me how adaptable we humans can be. After the past year, I can honestly say that things could be so much worse. As long as I have weeks, or days—even hours, sometimes—at a stretch when I feel well enough to do work that nourishes my spirit, to spend time with the people I love, or to sit on the back patio listening to birds sing, I can manage the rest.

For now, I’m doing a little hand-quilting, watching some really awful but occasionally amusing reality TV, keeping up with the news (why do they insist on focusing on the same 3 or 4 stories over and over again? Isn’t there so much more they could be telling us about what’s going on in the world?), and taking lots of naps. A little twittering, some email, and blog-hopping fill in the gaps.

So . . . no new pics, projects, or tutorials to share with you for now, but hopefully those will be back soon.

I just hope my next project doesn’t end up looking like Jon and Kate or America’s Next Top Model :-)

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

Does This Path Have Heart?

I’m avoiding working on my flower quilt. It’s ready to stitch, and I’m in the “fear-of-messing-it-up” phase, so instead I’m finding ways to procrastinate. This is a piece I finished a while back, but it needed to be trimmed and have the binding sewn on:

this_path

A close-up of the beading at the top:

this_path_closeup

I quilted this piece on plain, white muslin, then colored it with Neocolor water-soluble crayons. Then I started beading, and I just couldn’t stop! The finished size is 10x14".

I call this “Does This Path Have Heart?” from Carlos Castaneda’s The Teachings of Don Juan. This is what kept running through my mind as was working on it. Castaneda, quoting don Juan, a Yaqui Indian, writes:

Look at every path closely and deliberately. Does this path have heart? If it does, the path is good; if it doesn’t, it is of no use. Both paths lead nowhere; but one has a heart, the other doesn’t.

One makes for a joyful journey; as long as you follow it, you are one with it. The other will make you curse your life. One makes you strong; the other weakens you.

A path without heart is never enjoyable. You have to work hard even to take it. On the other hand, a path with heart is easy, it does not make you work at liking it.”

This idea, of questioning whether a path has heart, is one I try to live by every day. At the end of my life, I hope that I can say that, most of the time anyway, I at least tried every day to choose the path with heart.

And speaking of, today is my one-year “anniversary” (I hate to use such a positive word for such a negative event) of being stricken with a brutal case of pancreatitis. I feel lucky to be alive, since the doctors say I almost died. I’m still wrestling with the physical after-effects of the ailment, but I feel stronger every day and more hopeful for the future. I’ll be having major surgery on June 1st to clean out some infected debris in my pancreas, and the thought of another hospital stay (after several months in the hospital last year) terrifies me. I’m trying not to panic or let that weigh too heavily on me right now. Instead, I’m working on meditating, deep-breathing, and positive visualization of the experience.

Saturday, December 13, 2008

Life in the Slow Lane

Things are ok--and considering the past 8 months, that's saying something pretty good. I'm feeling pretty sick today, but I'm too bored to hang out in bed for long stretches at a time.

I had a little more energy this last week, and I've actually started working on projects, even if only for a few minutes here and a few there. I drug out an old convergence quilt background that I made a year or so ago and appliqued a flower onto it, machine free-motion quilted it, and bound it. As soon as I get the sleeve sewn on and get the piece hung, I'll take a picture and post it here.

I can't imagine how I used to do all this--work full-time, work like crazy on projects, take pictures of everything, and keep up with the blog. I must have been exhausted half (all?) of the time!

Thursday, November 27, 2008

Happy Thanksgiving

everyone! I have a lot to be thankful for: I'm alive, I've seen a lot of improvement in my health, I have a wonderful, loving, and supportive family who has helped me through this illness, and a partner who has sacrificed more than anyone should have to in order to take care of me.

I have a physical therapist who is helping me build up my strength and stamina. And, I have a specialist in Houston who has taken on my case and is working to try to resolve the pain issues. Plus, it's been a couple of months since I had to spend extended time in a hospital--I'm especially thankful for that!

My wonderful friend, Hilde, keeps in contact with me and always lifts my spirits (not to mention the fact that she has taken over my projects at work and is, I'm sure, doing an excellent job managing them). I'm also thankful for the kindness my "virtual" friends have shown here and and through emails. Your supportive comments mean a lot to me.

I hope everyone has a wonderful Thanksgiving!

Thursday, August 14, 2008

Time Marches On

How very strange that, for all practical purposes, my life went on hiatus on May 20 and hasn't yet returned.

May 20 was the morning I woke up with excruciating pancreatic pain, and every day since has involved hospitals, doctors, surgeries, pain, pain medications, nausea, digestive problems, and/or depression. My surgeon says this is one of the worst cases of pancreatitis he's ever seen (especially in someone my age--47!), but I haven't lost hope completely, yet; I think he still has a few tricks up his sleeve.

In the meantime, all the things I love and that bring me joy have been taken away: working on arts and crafts, food, going out with friends and family, laughter.

I try not to complain too much--I was never very tolerant of people complaining about their health. You can bet that has changed. I was a "fixer"--don't feel well? Take an aspirin. Tired? Take a walk. Coming down with something? Take vitamins. I know now that some things can't just be "fixed" because you want them to be--otherwise, you can bet I would have been cured of all this mess months ago.

I've always believed that things happen for a reason, but I'm having a hard time seeing the reasoning here. Maybe it's too early to understand why, out of the blue, my body would attack me and hold me hostage. In the meantime, I spend my days swimming in dark grottoes in my own little world, looking for some clarity--or at the very least, some peace.

Friday, June 13, 2008

Crashed & Burned

Well, I felt like I was pushing things a little too hard, and apparently I was. On 5/20, I was taken to the emergency room with the worst abdominal pain of my life. I apparently have an acute pancreatic infection. I'm still in the hospital, and my entire life has slowed to a strange crawl of sleep, pain-killers, and lab tests. I may get to go home next week, but the doctors say it will be weeks before I've healed.